6月11日と12年2013年、18:44 PM
Yesterday is another for me in school but this one's different. We've changed classrooms because of air-con's fee and its quite ironic that the room we're supposed to be heading was my last years room. Meaning its kinda boring cause the atmosphere was the same, yeah the bulletin board's different and the teachers table also but the ambiance is still the same. Having noisy sounds that disturb our concentrations, the old blackboard that we used to put anything on it without even erasing the written notes on it also. But its kinda relaxing also it feels like im still a sophomore and im having the same classmates as before. We met Mrs. Marisa Ocampo, our chemistry teacher, Ms. Annie Luminario, our English teacher, and Ms. Jodith Bogasan, our T.L.E teacher, they're all fun to be with although there's some strict aura in ther personality and way of teaching. But the best thing happened on that day was interviewing each of my classmate, and the questions are:
'Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend ?'
'Did you ever had a boyfriend/girlfriend ?'
'How many months are you in your relationship ?'
'Are you really sure that you really love each other ?'
And many more, i kinda feel stress that moment to think if im gonna tell them the truth or not. If i use to lie, its like im denying the person i love and i know how it feels but If i tell the truth, LMAO! Its gonna be embarrassing seriously. But in the end i able to tell the truth instead of lying, and i don't care if its really embarrassing me so much at least i did my job as a loving girlfriend. To be good and proud of telling the world how much im serious of our relationship. But on the other thought im afraid of wasting efforts, i keep on thinking "What if im just the one being serious in this relationship ?", "Am i the only one making some efforts in our relationship ?", "Does he really love me ?", It Keeps on bugging my mind always but im used to it maybe i was just born to be wasted all the time. Im hoping for this relationship too much, I know we don't have a good relationship from the past when im just a 1st year student back then, Im hoping, Im really hoping.
Today ? Nothing happened really. Im just enjoying my first holiday, HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY as well. This is the day we celebrate our country's freedom and being a democratic country. Me and boyfriend's just texting in the whole time, me and my mother visit a bookstore to buy some of my requirements in school. Im feeling vain while we're walking cause some people's staring at me like there's no tomorrow, i kinda thought of 'Yeah! Im pretty so fvck off' but i really want to erase that and just be humble at the same time. So for the meanwhile i'll just end the story here cause i have lots to do. Jaaaaa ne'
